Austin update.
Oct 20, 2000
Lordy lordy. It's 5:57am on a Friday morning and I am kindof homesick.
I just bought my tickets home a few days ago. Thanksgiving vacation.
It's mighty tough not having anybody from home around. My pal Tim said
he might join me down here. That's a hope. I've been kindof stressing...
Again, I have trouble settling on what I CAN have instead of what I want. bleh.
I have been so burned out from work lately that I don't have the energy to teach myself leet coding skills once I'm home. That kills me. It's a hobby that I really enjoy. Hopefully I'll have more free time in the future.
You know how firest fires burn the forest down, returning the nutrients trapped in the trees back to the soil? That's what it feels like is going on inside of me... there is this great urge to till the soil... destroy my life, and in it's place, rebuild a better Evan.
Oh! And I cut my hair off too. Pretty short. I guess that's all part of the same thing.. the same process.
This section of the site, I guess, is going to be pretty raw and unedited. Caution, brain dump area. The static writing started out like that.. I had this idea kicking around, but it turned out looking more like a poem. Oh well.
This is such therapy. Y'all (the one southern dialect I've picked up) should do it too. It's great. Fuck sleep, I think I'll write some more....
Evan