Claustro

adriana invited me to be an extra at some movie that they were shooting at emos today. natasha and i met up with her and a couple of her friends on red river, but promptly split as they wouldn't be shooting for a while, and the pecan street festival was crowded and claustrophobic.

downtown doesn't give me the same kick as it used to. i'm not sure why. i don't need it anymore to get all the social satisfaction that i require. i'm quite contented by the quality time that i spend with the people that are close to me. i miss that old scene though. i miss those old friends. i miss the adventures.

but not too much. back then i felt like a wounded beast licking my emptyness with alcohol, companionship, and air hockey. distraction was the word of the day. i don't _need_ that now. i guess that's what i'm getting at. the bar/club scene for me was very much a habit born of social needs. now i get my fix elsewhere.

much cheaper too. my liver agrees.

i feel invincible.

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