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Oct 21, 2001
like a moth to flame - i kiss your brain
last night julie brought me to a rock show / party that her friends held down in san marcos, of all places. the town is very conservative. it's full of old christians. history has it that it used to be a "dry" town. pretty scary, huh? and just 20 minutes outside of austin.

her friends turned out to be supercool. the music was good and rockin. there was a campfire too. mmmmm fire. a sheriff showed up about 30 minutes into the rock music. the house is out in the middle of nowhere, but apparently there is a sound ordinance. old christian folk not appreciating the muffled satan music that reached them, no doubt.

tim is redesigning. i'm excited to see his new design. hopefully no more white text on a black background. here's hoping! you all should go over there and encourage him. i'm one of the only people to torment him ala his guestbook. for those that don't know tim, he's my best guy friend. he lives in albany, new york. for now. muhahahhaha.

i really have a lack of good guy friends here in austin. i'm not sure why that is.

i'm about to go meet jules at spiderhouse for copious conversation and a couple of cups of coffee. how's that for alliteration?

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natasha was upset today. her brain chemistry seems way out of whack and she's unhappy with her life right now. it really sucks. it's hard not to take it personally when she's hurting like that. i'm afraid the more i tried to help (by talking to her), the more i aggravated her frustrations.

i'm a fixer. i like to fix thing. ain't no problem my squad can't fix. i felt pretty useless today.